A Cup of Love

For several years now, I’ve hoped and I’ve waited.
The tables have turned from where they began.
You were the one chasing and now, I sit by myself, far behind.
I feel now, clueless as ever
Doubtful and hopeful at the same time
But still, I can thank you for so many things.
You’ve inspired me to love myself.
Despite the pain, it’s all been worth it.
But I still sit in fear, wondering where this all leads.